its been almost a year since ive wrote in this. and yet, most of my blogs have started out the same way.

2007...its been quite a year id say. but i think i speak too soon because the year isnt over just yet. the good, the bad, the sad, the happy. had it all.....not one of my favorite years but its up there with being unforgettable. ive never been one to regret anything in my life and i still dont. although this year , id change a lot of it if i could. i dont know if i would categorize them as mistakes because these experiences i definitely enjoyed and wanted to happen...but if i could, id change its outcome.

friendships grew and some were lost. the loss of our dear friend ruby brought everyone together and made some friendships stronger. i for one realized that we shouldnt waste our time and that to spend your life with the people you love the most. dont get me wrong, im fine with meeting people. i just dont want to miss out on the friendship i should be having with those ive grown with.

i wish our friendship stayed strong. i miss you and it hurts me. i try to brush it off but it does hurt. and sometimes when i see you...and i give you that hug goodbye....i dont want to let go because i dont know when the next time ill talk to or see you. and when i think of it i wish i never stopped trying....but there has always been this void between us for awhile...like ive been number two to you every since... eh, still am.

i have however established thee greatest friendships...but sometimes, people you wouldn't think could let you down.

one thing i wish i did more was to be with my family more. i feel like ive neglected them. maybe i say that now just because im home sick. but im stuck in a loop. i  miss home. i miss my parents. i miss my broham. i miss jojo. i feel like a sucky aunt, sister, and daughter. maybe i should move back home...its not like i officially moved out. i dont pay here...i shouldnt act like i live here.

i dont feel li ke finishing this......

so its been forever since i last wrote in here...december? was hectic. finals sucked ass but im glad to say that all my studying and being a geek paid off bc i got my first A in college! haha studying and no life= good grades =P

hawaii was definitely a perfect place to be in after this past semester. it was beautiful there. i wish to go back there soon. we made new friends who made our trip one to remember! although we didnt get to do some stuff we wanted to, all and all the vacation was perfect. being there during new years was amazing! it was good to be in a place where there are no worries. somewhere fresh...somewhere no one really knows you...just relaxation. i miss the island life...the aloha =)

so the new year has been pretty interesting and i have no doubt that this year will continue to get real interesting. all my friends will be turning 21 and its going to be partying no stop. but of course...school first...

this semester i only have classes on tuesday, wednesday, and thursday. YAY! im taking human anatomy  (eww dissecting dead people! damn it...) physics (with babe who is going to be my private tutor hehe) abnormal psychology and yoga! which is at 730 in the morning! but its ok the teacher is chill so i can sleep hah! and i have classes with sister girl so it should be fun. not exactly easy courses but i should be able to get good grades.

and to celebrate after finals in may is my birthday! well it will be celebrated in vegas the end of may so everyone should be out of school by then. yay! everyone can camp out at my house there since its only 7 mintues away from the strip. start saving up bitches!

so i know i shouldnt be looking at this since my parents are going to pay off my credit cards for me (haha i know i swore not to shop anymore!) but i liiiike this http://www.coach.com/content/product.aspx?product_no=9238&category_id=499 pretty huh?

oh and gizmo will be one next month on the 26th =) and jordyn will be 4 on jan. 31st! they grow so fast =')

YAY IT WAS DARRYL'S BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY! bizznatch was wasted =)  i got to see most of my friends last night too! its been so long but the reunion was bittersweet  oh how i love and miss my friends. you know your friends are real when...no matter how long its been you find a way to see each other or keep in touch...there is no bitterness...there is no childish high school act. its just pure fun. im so grateful for the friends that i have made and especially those who i have stuck with throughout the bajillion years i know. i guess some people aren't so lucky with that...best friends and long lasting friends and a lot of them...so i appreciate them.

school is getting harder...no lie...geeeez i feel like a geek studying and shieet. hahahha if you knew me before..i don't study. but i forced myself to sit with a book and damn, it really works. work is....work. let's not haha.

sooo im just looking forward hawaiiiiiii bitches! =) with my love.

so my phone broke on friday and i lost all my numbers, pictures, and videos. i did however receive a new phone under my warranty. so im in the process of getting everyone's number again. i guess it was a good way to clean out my phonebook hehe.

yesterday was the official first day of PHO haha. its that season again and i am excited!

and i finally put in my two weeks at GUESS? this past weekend. so i might be starting Ann Taylor Loft (on Santana Row) this weekend. that means ill be working BOTH jobs on friday AND saturday. whew...i hate transitioning to another job but at least each job gets better. paywise that is. i will surely miss the GUESS? crew and the discount ='( and just the entire vibe. obviously, my decision was based on financial issues alone. and the location =P.

Gizmo is getting fatter hehehe! YES! i want him fat! his body is long and his face is more mature. oh how my baby grows so fast! i swear, his personality is mine and rex's combined. weird.

school is going by so fast. so much work to do. grrr! midterms, papers, reading blah blah blah blah blah. i need good grades this sem. but this weather is so depressing and it makes me sooo lazy.

honey, thanks for always taking care of me and being soo sweet to me. (uhem thanks for the pretty pink ipod again hehe) gosh you don't know how much i love you.

so afterparty ws on saturday! it was sooo fuckin great! hahaha so many friends there and the lights and music was just purely amazing. well back to reality!

school is getting harder...well not really...im only worrying about my stats class right now because i didnt do too well on this first exam...i was just 2 points off from getting a decent grade. boo! im planning on getting some tutoring during my breaks. i need to catch up on reading also. but i've been having horrible headaches these past two days. im still trying to keep up though.

so i talked to an occupationa therapy advisor today. she was cool. it was what i expected and more of the program. now im really interested in the program. but i have to finish everything or be in progress of finishing it by next sem or rather...in april when i apply and hopefully get in. hopefully i make grades...im really gonna over do it next sem with classes. and try and finish my 80 hrs of volunteer work before this sem.

im so excited for december! HAWAII! with a few of favorite ppl =) and baby turn's 21! yAy!